jdbly7384 Mon, 03/05/2012 - 01:55 I have had major struggles with believing that I was truly a child of God. I was trying to know I was a Christian and seek his voice in a very unhealthy way ( it is possible). I was so sure that I had committed the unpardonable sin, and I was depressed because of the areas of defeat (past and present) I had in my life. I ended up being committed to the hospital and I am currently on several psychotropic drugs. I don't know if I should get off of them or not, but I am feeling a peace from the Lord after hearing this talk. I have called on Jesus and publicly confessed him. I still have areas of sin, but I need to remember that I am a work in progress and Jesus is working in me to will and to do according to his good pleasure.